The End

[sweet_n_fluffy]

As many of you know...I really have no one to turn to. I feel so alone, to the point where I ache constantly

Comments

[sternlurk]

Hey You..
I have been away.. WHat is up? what's really wrong? Talk to me.. Please...

Re: I don't know where else to go

[sternlurk]

Hey Tell me you are there.. i have had my own dealings with depression and we should talk!

Re: I don't know where else to go

[anonymous]

Why don't you give me an email to write to you? It's me stern lurk!!

My Worth, my journey

[sweet_n_fluffy]

I am not worth forgiveness. Just like I was not worth sticking by when times got bad

Rediscovered

[sweet_n_fluffy]

I forgot, after I was raped back in highschool, I began throwing up in the shower. I remember that year prior was when I began throwing up, I remember it was on my brother's birthday. I got in trouble and remember throwing up what I had eaten of his Carvel cake

Falling

[sweet_n_fluffy]

Don't know how much more I can take. I am spiraling. I am plummeting.

A million things are ricocheting off my brain. I can’t sleep. When I do I have nightmares. Previously, if I had a friend to cuddle next to me at night, it usually would help me sleep and prevent nightmares. But now that does not even temporarily stop the pain enough to sleep.

Learn a little more about my cancer:

[sweet_n_fluffy]

"Cancer of the cervix (also known as cervical cancer) begins in the lining of the cervix. Cervical cancers do not form suddenly. Normal cervical cells gradually develop precancerous changes that turn into cancer. Doctors use several terms to describe these precancerous changes, including cervical intraepithelial neoplasia (CIN), squamous intraepithelial lesion (SIL), and dysplasia.

Re: Learn a little more about my cancer:

[sweet_n_fluffy]

God Bless You in your battle...may your suffering be minimal and temporary, and your disease be eradicated in the near future.