irony:

a long time ago i put a survey on my xanga, and this question was on it.

31. If you could give me anything what would it be?

the responses i got were as follows:

an amaaazing boyfriend that would treat you right

&

A good, lasting relationship

and you know what, the second one is from leland himself.

funny how things work.

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my sister's dog is so freakin' adorable.

meet baxter:


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there is absolutely no purpose to this entry.

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is it wrong to want certainty? to want some type of guarantee in life?

i wish i knew that what i'm doing now is right.

i feel like i'm too serious. like i think too much about it. like i'm messing things up by even thinking about such a distant time. but the only thing that gets me through my toughest days is thinking about what it'll be like ( Read more... )

eeek. can i be a girl here for a second?

this is the ring leland gave me when he left. i adore it. ohhh. pretty diamond. -sigh-


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about a year ago i wrote a list of the things i wanted to do by this year. now, let's see just how miserably i've failed. haha.

16 Things I Want To Accomplish by the Time I Turn 16

1. get my GPA up to 4.3        4.2something, and counting. not bad.

---done----  2. have 100 poems saved, as a "memento" of my fifteenth year         i have 83 on my ( Read more... )

A young man goes into a drug store to buy condoms. The pharmacist says the condoms come in packs of 3, 9 or 12 and asks which the young man wants ( Read more... )

who knew, only a few days

could make you lose your mind?

miles between us,

and not enough words.

a whispered “i love you”

and then my inevitable collapse

heaving sobs, face buried in the pillow

the line went dead and here i am

listening to a dial tone

because it’s better than silence.

we had the best of intentions,

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these are my two favorite people...so why do they hafta leave me?


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