i had a good thing going, but it didn't stay ( Read more... )

tonight i told the story of how i met you.

it still seems kind of perfect... to me.

everyone will eventually find someone better than me ( Read more... )

today i am feeling more lonely than i have in awhile...
i don't know how to just be with myself, and all of my problems.
it's really hard.

all i really want to do is figure everything out.

as stupid and retarded as this sounds, a hug right about now would be nice.

two thoughts that had to be written down in one night: either i'm on a roll, or i am just thinking too much. and it is probably the second thing... (which is not at all unusual for me ( Read more... )

one day, everyone i know will forget me. and every picture i am in will torn apart, lost, forgotten, or fade into nothingness. this, i am aware of ( Read more... )

there is no such thing as a clean break. ever.

everywhere i am, i wonder why you are not there...
or anywhere that i know of.

we can not be together, yet we can not be apart.

i wish things felt more wrong.
less right.
and that every decision ever... was already made for me.

what do i do?

if something makes you happy... how bad can it be?

lately, i have felt guilty about everything that puts a smile on my face.
and it's is starting to take it's toll on me.

it's time to climb through this cloud cover and into brighter skies.

i can't decide what i think. about you, me or anyone, or everything ( Read more... )

no one will ever compare to you ( Read more... )