I'm Tired

[sweet_sugarplum]

...Of worrying too much about what others think of me...

...Of avoiding mirrors because I can't stand the reflection...

...Of caring too much...

...Of hating myself...

...Of working too hard to get people to like me, when it doesn't matter anyway...

...Of giving my all to someone and having my heart broken repeatedly in the process...

...Of giving second

Comments

[stephlococci]

Oh, CT... I know there is nothing I can say that will make things 100% better again... but I just want you to know that I love you for who you are, deep down in your heart and soul. You are an amazing creation from God and I don't know what I would have done if we had not met. I am here for you if you ever need to talk. Please come to me if you need to just vent and let it all out. Anything. I am here. I love you so much.

♥Cocci

[onyx_odyessy]

Ana! Awwww *giantic huggles* I know how that can feel, honestly. Not in the same way, but I do know the vibe. You are amazing, and you have a gift, not only in medical science, but in writing as well. You are sweet and awesome. I know this, even if we don't talk as much as we did back when we were like...17/18 lol.

I have been there, to the point of isolating myself to the computer alone cause I just didn't care or see the point. I wouldn't even get a job for about 5 months at 18, wasn't in school. Just sat at home and lived online. Cause I felt that way and let it go too far. You just, gotta focus that energy somewhere. I had to pull away majorly and rebuild a life away from it.

You need to find some sort of escape. I haven't seen your name on update lists, maybe write more? Even if you don't share it, escape from harsh reality a bit, and put all your emotions into that in some symbolic way. Good therapy for ya ya know?

*Rose*