So how is everyone? I am good. Christine and I have been together for almost 3 months and it is great. I love her so much. She makes me happy. With Lindsay I just said that to make certain people mad (Sorry Joy) and to make everyone else think I was happy when I wasn't. But with Christine, I am really happy. She is so sweet and fun and just perfect ( Read more... )

My brother is being a little shit and is getting expelled. My stepdad moved out because of him. My mom is always gone because she is spending time with Stephen (My stepdad). My brother is going psycho and attacked me with a chair and then a knife. Then, at the basketball game on friday, my brother was being ganged up on by over 20 guys. And I was ( Read more... )

I am in fucking hell. The one girl that I love is being a bitch to me. I wanna be with Lindsay so much. And she says she wants to be with me then says we're not together. This is hell. I cry every night because of her. I miss her so much. I would do anything to be with her. She thinks that I am in love with Joy. Well FUCK JOY! She is a bitch. ( Read more... )

this is something that i wrote and was recently published and i would like to share it with you. matt means the world to me and since your his friends especially joy i will have to learn to get along sooner or later so heck y not sooner... well this is wrote and hope you enjoy ( Read more... )

HI. I am back. I am coming back to ORegon this week. Lindsay had gone to Nebraska. We were doing alright, but I don't know now. I can't wait to be back in ORegon. I miss you all so much. When I left, that was the saddest day of my life. But now I am back. I had fun in Arizona. I met the women I knew I could spend the rest of my life with. I met ( Read more... )

Life is alright. I went to Globe the other day to visit my dad. It was alright. He bought me a gamecube. He also got new music equipment, so that is cool. I miss Lindsay. I miss everyone else too, but mostly LIndsay. I haven't seen her in almost a month. That is a long time. I hate living so far away from her. I hate not being able to see her. It ( Read more... )

Hi everyone. I miss you all. I can't call anyone anymore cause my grandmother got DSL internet, and when she did that, her plan changed and now we don't get unlimited long distance. So, I can't call anyone. It sux. I miss Lindsay so much. I hate not being able to see her. And I can't move down there. I can't come home. Mom won't let me move back ( Read more... )

It looks like I might be having to drop out of High Tech Institute. The plan that we had agreed on has changed and they want me to pay $50 a month for 15 months and $247 a month for 29 months after I graduate. Plus the money that I will owe them. SO I am gonna drop out. Plus, I can't stand living with my grandmother anymore. She has become a total ( Read more... )

This is from Lindsay. "I know Joy is out to make me look like the bad person. I don't want everyone to think bad of me because Joy can't keep her mouth shut. I'm not really a mean or bad person. But, when people talk shit to me, I have a right to stand up for myself. I don't think it's right for people to judge me if they dont know me. How do I ( Read more... )

Well, I had a week off last week. I went down to Tucson last monday and I guess a lot has hppened to everyone else, same as myself. She got me a CD. Alterbridge. It's cool. I didn't want her to get me anything though. Well, Tuesday, I woke up, went to the Mall with Lindsay where she got 2 cds and 2 t-shirts. One was a Rancid T-shirt that came with ( Read more... )