~I've been thinking about the way things are, the way my life is just everything and more....who am I really? I feel so much more than anyone I know even realizes ( Read more... )

I SWALLOW RAZOR BLADES
AND SPIT UP BLOOD
CUT OUT MY HEART
AND GAVE IT TO MY LOVE

I can't even comprehend ( Read more... )

That's just the thing...nobody really feels me...at least not the person I want to.

I'm not sure how much longer I can take this...

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I'm still growing up ( Read more... )

~I think of so many things that really don't make sense.....I had this long journal entry all typed out then deleted it for no reason....I don't know...
~just need to find something to be happy about...again...
~I filled out a ton of job applications today...shit, I need a job so freaking bad....all this girl needs is some cash!

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