And now that i've written my last exam ever... (*touchwood*)

[sweetaholicgurl]

Happy Belated Birthday to..... Robyn!! i've been hanging out at the library for so long that i lost track of time, except "there's an exam on this day of the week" and "there's a paper due when." Blah. But now that it's all over... i don't know. i feel so empty and lost all over again. Must be the lack of goals... And one does wonder why i'm not

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[bobbichan]

Thanks!

Wow.....no more exams eh? Are you going to do any travelling? A word of advice...now that you've graduated u probably feel a lot of pressure to find a job, etc. Don't worry about that too much. Enjoy the time you have right now, because, and this is the depressing part (sorry!) things won't ever be like this again! Congratulations on finishing your exams!

[sweetaholicgurl]

Thx for the advice! Yeah, i've already hit the depressing so-where-is-my-life-headed-now mood the very next day since i've been back! And no, i'm not doing any travelling (no $$), and i haven't applied to any jobs yet. i haven't gone outside the house either... and this is the first time i've been online since coming back! i think my greatest fear is feeling stagnant after coming home for good, because my mom's very good at making me feel that. (She's sorta a "no" person... so i'm used to feeling restricted by invisible barriers when i'm around her. Somehow, everything is "not good" and "not possible".) Then again maybe i have myself to blame cuz i can't seem to dig myself out of that rut when i find myself in it...