got the results of all the damn testing they did on me...turns out that i have a positive screening of ANA (whatever that is) and they thought that i might have lupus or something..so did some more testing and it turned out to be negative...it also turns out that 3% of the population has a positive ANA screening with no signs of getting lupus ( Read more... )

more complications with my son...still no right hand...extra fluid in the brain and kidneys....doctors said that he could have a chromosome problem meaning that he wouldnt live to see his first birthday and he might even be still born...did an amniocentesis 2 weeks ago where they stick a big ass needle in your stomach to draw out fluid...got the ( Read more... )

found out that the baby is a boy however we also found out that the baby only has one arm...going to madigan next thursday for a better ultrasound and genetics counseling...maybe theyll tell us good news but tu and i can adjust with the baby only having one arm..^_^...anyways..ill post more later :-)

pregnant again sorry havent said anything in so long....got a baby and one on the way....about 5 months pregnant with this one...kind of ironic seeing that my last post was when i was 5 months i believe...hehe...anywayz...hopefully this baby will come out healthy with no complications like my emma did...oh well...okie ttyl later (in about a year ( Read more... )

goodness..its been awhile...im pregnant...^_^...dont kno if thats a good thing or not...i kno that ive always wanted to have kids...just...didnt kno that i would have them this soon...and i kno that kids cause more problems...but also more joy..so....im torn...and i think tu feels the same....have to find a job soon...hopefully...tu might kill me ( Read more... )

this soliloquy was written earlier today with no emphasis on structure or organization..and many fragments as well..i did it while sitting on a chair on the balcony..just watching life pass me by ( Read more... )

hello to all...hhhm...u kno what reallie sucks???...that i dont have a job yet..but whatever...still waiting for people to call me back on that one...anywayz....selenes getting married in two months...very happy for her and g-man...ive become a lot more irritable lately...prolly cuz of this daym "cyst" that im worried about..not even sure it is a ( Read more... )

hhmm..lets see..back in WA...and loving it..i love my bed..^_^..anywayz...and on to the topic thats been foremost in my mind..the lap dance...guys love it...i kno why..but they should call it another name..lap dance is too tame a word(s) for it...i would have to think of something more than that...but....i do have to say that i would have enjoyed ( Read more... )

it has been interesting...the last couple of weeks....i have opened up my eyes and have seen what happens when communication is lacking in a relationship...i love my husband...heart and soul...took a trip to virginia to work things out and is been good..got to see peoples in both families....now im still here in VA and hubby is in WA...didnt have ( Read more... )

thai went to vietnam....im jealous...but..at least he got to spend his birthday there..and hell be so tanned when he gets back..hehe...but anywayz...^_^...life is good...starting spring quarter soon...trying to get as many credits as i can..but anywayz...my computer is screwed up...i think that technology and me do not go together..but anywayz... ( Read more... )