bianca-taught me to never doubt myself cuz i can do anythin i want and to always cry cuz if you dont then u get angrey and to always love even if im gonan get hert cuz atleast i no i loved without thinking back soo also taught me to always remember the goosd times and neva the bad cuz the good times are somethign you can always remember and the bad ( Read more... )

well im listin to november rain and thinkin bout all my friends...then i was thinkin bout everythign every1 has taught me durn the last 2 years...and i figured id write them all down ( Read more... )

omg im such a bitch i fel like wicked bad ok soo this kid cares bout me a mad lot but i jsut focus on pat im soo mean and yea like he said today im to godo for him...yea right! im no good enough for any1...cuz i mean a kid cares and i dotn care all i do is care bout pat...thats when u no ur a bitch....grrr i hate myself for being liek this liek i ( Read more... )

ok soo i woke up this mornin and was kinda upset u tomorrow will be if me and pat were goin out 9 months but i got ova it in like a minute cuz it wasnt worth wastin my day ova...and sandy made me feel alot betat by writin a entry in her journal bout how she loved me hehe i love u hunny!....he made me smile for a minute...yea idk anymore bout things ( Read more... )

ok im much calmer now cuz i talekd to rich and he sand again lol and it made me smile lol yea but anyways ill start fro nthe being soo yesterday at the dance lizx told me she liekd pat and she said "dont worry u mean way moer to me then pat does" soo then at the dance the dance like msot of the slow songs and were grinding and tongith at the movies ( Read more... )

omg soo everythign was fine untill people gotta tell me shit bout liz and pat makin out like i could care but then they gotta start shit bout it how i shouldnt be mad when she like lied to me and stuff soo now im pissed and im readin to choke a bitch (witch i will) me and kala wanan kill people cuza some1 is tellin kayla off and it aint goin down ( Read more... )

im on the phone wit rich haha yeah es singin burn to me hehe i love him yea mroe pat shit went down but i guess stu and amrtin sfixed it and were tryin to be friends again...grri truly hate him i think but idk what to do wit him anymore my kneedi s killing me my lil cuz tryed to help me wit pat today it didn work tho grrr i cant bealve he neva ( Read more... )

ok soo last night pat decided to call me a cunt and shit and blah blah and he was gonna come up to me in school and "tell me off" and he neva did yea..grrrr it pissed me off cuz i really wanted him to idk y but mayb it solve some of his problems cuz i no im hertin him alit more now then like when i went out wit him! hes soo fucked up tho like he ( Read more... )

haha well today i got pissed at pat...what else is new soo i burned some more of his stuff botu 6 more notes...isnt that nice amanda convinced me to save like 3 of them i wanted to light em all but she was liek wow there dont light em...i guess i pissed him off cuz my away message was burning pats stuff but idk i just cant stand him anymore...i ( Read more... )

im madd boared im listin to uptown girl good song i havnt listin to stairway to heaven latly haha good song right there...i found out pat neva write those things in my comments today haha i guess my letter to him was such a wast but o well anyways i lvoe brianna wit passion shes an awesome kid!! idk she just is and i love hannah kirk cuz shes ( Read more... )