Well Josie and I were talking the other day about babies and who would have them first between Me, Stacy and Josie. I could see Stacy marrying and become her mom, have a wild sex life and such. Have maybe 2 kids and one be exactly like Stacy. Josie is gonna marry someone high in socail stature, highly intellectual, a guy that just pisses everyone ( Read more... )

OMG, my friends are so fuckin awsome LOL, I love them to death, I lu my Cian more thought LOL. He is in Vegas til Sunday or Monday, I miss him sooooo much I can't wait til he gets back. Me and Josie are going to the mall and go get clothes, cuz I need a new shirt, cuz I wanna look cute for next weekend, because I mean hello I look good all the time ( Read more... )

Well, there has been alot happening since my last entry, sorry it took me so long to get back to the journal thing. Well I have met this really cool guy, I met up with him at the movies with Josie and Danny. We went and saw fever pitch, it was really good, I had a really great time. I really like him, he is really nice and he can make me laugh. Sum ( Read more... )

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lots of stuff has been going on. Boy drama, confusion, homework, crushes, the usual stuff with me. LOL. Last night I spent the night a Josie's house, was soooo much fun as always, Stacy went to, as always. LOL. So we went an saw the Ring 2. The rating I would give it is a B+ it was good but, they really didn't explain about the copying of the movie ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't been on much in awhile, because my comp has been dead. *tears up*. It has been cool the last few weeks have really been awsome. I have slowly developed yet another crush, who shall remain nameless for personal reasons hehehe. The guy that gave me my first kiss, twas the most awsomely awsome, kiss, EVER. I mean it was like perfect ( Read more... )

This weekend, was awsome, spent it with my gurls, Josie and Stacy, the sexiest chix at west LOL. We went to the mall and went to Hot Topic MATT was workin!!!! he is like so cute, he kept walkin over there, I know he wanted to talk to me, but he is shy... Josie not a word LOL cuz I know you wanna say sumthin, but then we came back to her house and ( Read more... )

Well, friday was really cool, I'm with Josie and Stacy for the weekend, REALLY AWSOME! It took Stacy FOREVER to get here, but we were happy when she finally got here. She pierced a second hole in my ear, it hurt like hell, then Josie's sister Alia told her mother, I hope she doesn't tell mine cuz mine would kill me. We watched Thirteen last nite, ( Read more... )

You ever cut yourself to see how much you bleed, the pain is such a rush, it's like a drug. You wanna stop but your trapped in the ecstasy of it all. The pain of the knife, hides the pain in my eyes. You will never see the hurt on my face, you will never see the pain on my arms, or in my tears. The fear in me will never show. My smile is fake, can ( Read more... )

Is it really normal to have one guy on ur mind all the fuckin time, I mean it is fuckin killin me, and it's just thoughts about nuthin, just thoughts with him in it. I mean thats not normal and I should go get therapy rite ( Read more... )