jeez ( Read more... )

life still sucks n nothin really of great importance has happened...but i wanted to update anyways ( Read more... )

i am in like the worst mood ever! g-d my life sux...like i took finals today and like they were easy and im not worried about tomorrows, i am extremely worried about friday's but thats a different story...im just sooooo pissed off ( Read more... )

ahh! i have 5 minutes before i go to work...
SUNDAY WAS AMAZING...i think i miss ryan more than i thought...
this week has sucked so far (well monday and tuesday of it) i guess because i havent talked to him, or i been sleep deprived, or finals r somethin...but i gtg to work now
I HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN SUNDAY NIGHT WITH RYAN...it was sooo great
<3

ryan says that i need to let him know whats going on in my life...even though i talk to him for hours on the phone every night *including right now* ...he says he wants it on here so:
i had a crappy day...lol just because of grades, but i am in a better mood...
...so thats whats going on in my life today

ryan came over last night...and i actually had fun? all has been so awful recently and it was like a break...i was happy? it was really relaxing...we did wrestle a lil haha and i ended up hurting him *oops* haha....but we watched some tv, didnt watch some...n then we went downstairs to watch nemo, and we were laying on the sofa together n we were ( Read more... )

as the tears stream down she wipes her own eyes theres no one else there her friends dont know what shes been through or why she doesnt want them to shes too strong for sympathy too weak for pain ha she cant handle anymore, though its quite likely some will soon be handed to her on that silver platter her father has no trouble passing his along to ( Read more... )

life's a bitch, then u die...but for those of us who are lucky enough, it is sooner than later...hopefully im lucky...

and with his sweet words and loving reminders of those perfect memories with him, my world turns again...there is still hope...mmmm i love it when i talk to him, he makes it all better and i dont really know why because generally, hes usually the cause of the pain he chases away, but i dont care, we will be together again soon, mmmm and it will be ( Read more... )

hey get this, im so bored, im updating this thing...ugh! lol well life in general sucks...and not really because of anything in particular ( Read more... )