I had forgotten what it was like to really be around someone who wants you to be happy more than anything, someone who genuinely cares about you. I always miss steve when I'm not with him, but then when I'm around him again I fully realize why I miss him. He's the best thing that I have, honestly, I don't know what I would do without him. I hope ( Read more... )

I'm writing in poop brown right now cuz I don't feel good. I'm still sick and this shit won't get better... WHAT THE FUCK!

Happy Superbowl Sunday with a titty on top =)

made 70-ish last night working, needed that ( Read more... )

I'm such a slacker, missing classes, oh well... I've got an excuse or something...

Thinking about lots of shit... I need my bestfriend, it would make things sooo much easier to deal with...

**kisses**

"Tommorow"
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a ( Read more... )

i dont like it when my friends are unhappy... SMILE EVERYONE!

**KH is ma baby... I MISS HER

I don't know what my deal is, why is it that in certain situations, that I shouldn't even want to get into, I dive head first into? I mean seriously, I'm inviting myself to get hurt, but then there is that chance that I'm not going to. And maybe it's that little bit of fucking hope that gets me into the situation, and then it turns out to be the ( Read more... )

such a long weekend

still dont feel good, thanks mr. sonnenberg for getting me ill
and yes i can blame this on you.

waiting for laundry then goin to bed... YAY!

oh yea, steve's brother is doing MUCH MUCH better! i'm so happy for him and his family, i'm sure a lot has been lifted off of their shoulders

long ass weekend ahead of me ( Read more... )

I need to visit home but I have no time for anything anymore. I don't feel very good at all and i think its a combination of STRESS, AGGRAVATION, LACK OF SLEEP, and UNHAPPINESS

so much to do