saturday is a month for me and steven. i am soooooo happy. the only thing i am not happy about if josh. i can't believe that i ever loved, or even liked, or even talked to that prick. he is such an ass. i hate him sooooooo much. he is starting to make mine and stevens life pure hell. i know he wants to split us up, but he doesn't know that if he ( Read more... )

am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage ( Read more... )

i had the most amazing weekend. i'll start at the beginning. on friday i went home, boring eh'? not for long... the next day (saturday for those who aren't that smart) my mom had to pick up my brother at his friends nicks house. still boring? just wait. i figured that it had been a long time since i had seen steven outside of school so i arranged ( Read more... )

i have decided what i am going to do. i know that josh is going to hate me, but i don't care. i love steven, i love him a lot, there is no way i could lose him. i know that josh is hurting, but he has to understand that he hurt me to. i can not do that to myself again, i just can't. i'm sorry josh, i once loved you, maybe i still do, but i just can ( Read more... )

I am so confused right now. my life sucks soooo much. Josh just gave me a coversation that he had with amanda last tuesday.

ArcherLg2: cuz i can not live w/ out her
namemehottie: i kno how u feel
namemehottie: beleav me
ArcherLg2: thank
ArcherLg2: when he started going out w/ her i felt like i was hit by mack 18 wheeler
namemehottie: ya ( Read more... )

i'm sorry i havn't updated for so long, my life has been hectic. i'm gonna make a list of everything that has been going down for the past couple of weeks, and then explain each one ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Sorry I havn't updated in a long time. I'm lazy and have nothing to talk about. Life in Otis get's pretty boring in the summer. As much as I hate school, I can't wait until it starts again. School is the only thing that keeps me connected to a real town, a real life. I really miss my friends Amanda and Olivia, but there are two people ( Read more... )

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When Josh came over my house for the fireworks we decided that neither of us were ready for a relationship, but that we could still be friends. I havn't wrote that in here yet because I didn't want to face the fact that I lost him. He said he didn't want to lose our friendship, but he hasn't been answering my e-mails or talking to me on the ( Read more... )

HEY EVERYBODY! i got back from camp on Thursday, but i havn't had time to update since then. Camp was awesome, my favorite day was when we got to go to a high ropes course in Becket. It was really scary. There was this one element called the centipiede that I went on. It was like 30 feet high, maybe more. It was these two boards shaped as a V, and ( Read more... )