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[sweetbitterness]

I love my husband and my children, but I hate myself. I feel like I'm failing them, not giving them enough. I feel like I'm failing myself. I'm afraid of losing. I want to give, I want to succeed. I want to feel okay.
I don't want to want to die.

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[curioussquid]

:( what makes you feel like you are failing them??
so understand that sentiment of not wanting to want to die.... its the worst :(