i've done some things i'm not proud of.

on the other hand, i kicked ass today and really got some things accomplished.

but that won't counteract the other things.

at the hospital volunteer job and kind of bored. life has been okay lately, i can't complain. i think i'm not aloud on the computer, but what else should i be doing ( Read more... )

well as much as i'd love to lie and say that life is absolutely perfect, i can't. but i will not whine however because if i ever read this some months or years from now i would be pissed because i hate when i whine. blah. maybe i should just stick with good news ( Read more... )

*sigh* <-- and that's a happy sigh. i don't know what i can say. i don't know if i should give away any personal information. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to say. everything has got me picking my brains apart. i'm totally lost, and scared... but at the same time i feel like on top of the world, i feel alive, i feel refreshed, i feel ( Read more... )

i must say i'm totally surprised with myself. okay, wow, so i'm not a total idiot after all. today i think i got a lot done. i did my egg drop project for physics, and i just finished reading all of oedipus for english extra credit. okay that leaves me with the other million and two things to do, but hey, it's a start ( Read more... )

i'm such a terrible daughter. i forgot my mom's birthday. no excuses but i had so much going on. dang it, i'm so ungrateful. arg, this made me so upset, it's not even funny. i'm retarded.

happy birthday mommy, i'm sorry for never being there, for treating people like i don't care, and i'm sorry for being so absent minded. i'm sorry. :(

“I'm a hopeless romantic. I believe in wishing on stars, soul mates, and love that never ends. But yet, sometimes I feel like the only single person alive. I feel so alone. No matter what I try to do, I'm left in solitude. Maybe I try too hard. Maybe I really am hopeless ( Read more... )

everything i want is still somewhere out there ( Read more... )

eh hem. *clears throat* i'd like to say that today was a good day, no more crying, i promise ( Read more... )

maybe there is something wrong with me? can you notice? i'm just not ambitious. at times. like now ( Read more... )