you make me want to pick up a guitar and celebrate the various ways that i love you

[sweetcaroline28]

i've been thinking a lot the past day or two. this is mostly driven by the random thought-provoking conversations that beth and i seem to have at the library. somehow i start off poundering diabetic shock and end up at skubisz family history and different motivations for behaviors. anyway...it's weird how the past always seems to look happier

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[dastloofasponge]

i have actually been thinking a lot about how weird it is that when I remember times I was depressed they seem to be happy. I mean, I know I was depressed and felt shitty during those times... but... it is weird. Nostaligia, I guess.

And I feel it is important to have at least some plan, some goals to aspire towards. For instance, my goals are to live in a NYC or at least a downtown apartment somewhere. Have everything in walking distance and not own a car, or a hybrid if I realize I really need a car. An amazing wife would be nice also.

Ideally, this would be my life, and I want to strive towards it... but... hey, shit happens. I am pretty sure though, that as long as you work hard and follow whatever path you want to, everything will turn out coposetic.

[post_alameda]

i read all that and kinda know what you mean and kinda don't. you're smarter than a lot of people i've met so you'll probably outsmart your way into happiness. or something like that. just keep your head in the clouds and your nose in some college books for now.

[sweetcaroline28]

thanks, will do.

[jeremyandstuff]

Wow, I know EXACTLY how you feel. Glad to know I'm not the only one. I think about those exact same things all the time...well, except for the whole "kickass husband" part...