Is this it?

[sweetdarlingirl]

I'm really really losing it. I don't know why. No, that's a lie. I do. I'm feeling too distanced from everyone I need to be near. I didn't really miss anyone the first two weeks of school because I was too busy having a 24-hour party. It was great. I was born to be a party girl. But now I'm settling in and settling down and I don't have anyone. I

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[stars2811]

=O( I wish I could change all that. You can came watch movies in your jammies with me in my tiny apartment on the weekends (and while you're at it, you can help me grade papers!!!)... but I know that isn't much help.

I know what it's like to not have any true friends at school... I pretty much despised 99% of the people that lived on my campus. When that happens, you just have to go off campus to find someone or something to fill vacancies. However, I know that's easier said than done.

[sweetdarlingirl]

Oooh yay, i Love grading papers, haha. I do have like three or four good friends but I guess what the problem is, which I didn't want to say, is that I miss my boyfriend cause he lives six hours away, and it's making me want to do bad things, lol.

[stars2811]

Awwwwh. I've been through that. It sucks more than words can describe. It sucks so much that I moved across the country to be with my boy because I couldn't handle the sheer suckiness of it.

[poetic08]

Yiss....because I got kicked outta school...lol...no more talkin'....ack.