Because I'm extremely influenced by the elegant, dirty, and uncomparably amazing words of the writers I forever hold in adoration, I now feel, at two-thirty in the morning after having read 200 pages of The Nick Tosches reader in under three hours, an undeniable urgency to write something that I can only hope will someday attribute to my prevalent ( Read more... )

I don't know where my life is going right now, or what I'm doing. As usual, I can't seem to prioritize correctly ( Read more... )

I have a habit of meeting the strangest, most random people. People you might not automatically associate with me. I tend to be associated with skinny emo boys who wear Chucks and have floppy hair. Not so. I don't think I have more than one friend like that ( Read more... )

I'm horridly good at wasting time and money ( Read more... )

One thirty in the morning and I have to turn in my pathetic excuse for a history paper in a few hours ( Read more... )

So my newest ex boy tried to tell me off. Because I wrote an undeniably truthful entry about cheating on him and my lack of conscience. And here's my power trip. Though I don't doubt I speak the truth on any of it ( Read more... )

Everyone I ever think is worth anything turns out to be a waste of everything ( Read more... )

I could waste time being sad and stressed and wonder what I did wrong, but I've been over that and, having come to the conclusion that I was in close proximity to being a saint, I've done nothing wrong. Everything in my heart and soul and my body say gogogo, and I've never been loyal, except to my own pleasure zone, so we know how that goes. What's ( Read more... )

Wrote this completely plastered one night over break at about five in the morning and for some reason, I feel like posting it. Don't mind my dramatics though, this journal is purely an altar to myself ( Read more... )

Have I mentioned that I'm sort of losing it? Because I am. I'm finally getting my shit together, school-wise. But everything else is becoming a huge blurry disaster. So true, I have a flair for the dramatic. So anything I say is probably slightly blown out of proportion. Nonetheless, I mean it all, it should just all be taken with slightly less ( Read more... )