I wish I could break myself in two.

[sweetfrailty]

I felt I should put this entry from my dA journal in here to explain everything.

I really, really miss Jinx. I've been sitting here just thinking about

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[surrogatechild]

ok..Jinx WILL be back in like 2 months tops (as far as I know)
You KNOW that he still loves you so why do you keep fucking up your mind over this?? You act like hes dead or something.
Im not trying to be rude or anything, but seriously dude...wake up

[sweetfrailty]

Because I was just told today..
that apparently last night we broke up. I never said to him anything about being broken up.. so I don't know where he's getting it from. I'm freaking out right now, trying to call him. I'm really confused, I'm not understanding anything he's been saying.

I don't have anything to wake up about, he does. I don't know what I'm going to do.. if you were home I'd be calling you and freaking out right now. I love him so much, and I'm scared I'm gonna lose him. We've been having really bad problems lately. Last night I said something to him about not being sure about being able to go on not knowing how he feels about me. Now, I'm not even sure if we're still together. Apparently, he took that as me breaking up with him or something.

Anyway, yea..

[jinxcaldera]

Actually, I have meant to hit the artists name, not favorites. I don't know how to make that one go away. I actually hate that piece, but I love the bloodied dying angel in one of his other works. It's a litte egotistical to think that because something is on one of my profiles that it means I feel anything towards anyone.

[sweetfrailty]

I don't think it means you feel anything. It was just a thought I had on it.. check your e-mail. You have some fucking explaining to do.