Thank you for showing me happiness, when I thought I couldn't. You mean so much to me, more than you know. I can look into your eyes and be completely content and feel compassion like no other. I'm so thankful, you walked into my life and I hope you never leave. : )  

 Soo.. I have a new boy in my life, and he's pretty amazing. I don't think I could be any happier with him ( Read more... )

and if it comes back to you, then its meant to be. I honestly hope I'm doing the right thing. I miss you already.

I can't wait for my birthday, less than a week, 6 days to be exact!

Frankly, its the only thing keeping me sane these days.

what to do, what to do.................

No one said growing up would be this hard. Lately I feel I've been of a one crazy ass roller coaster, sometimes I feel so sick and can't take anymore and then the next I never want to get off it.

Speaking of which I really need to get out of this town and go on a day or even week vaca. I would love to hit up universal for a day, get my mind off ( Read more... )

I've given up on love, I just sometimes think it really doesn't exist anymore.

b.o.y.s. SUCK!

Well for once I realized I don't live in such a perfect world and I can't trust everyone like I did. It's hard to think of something like that happening to me, when nothing has came close to it. I def. have a huge trust issue now. It's hard to know who is out to get me or not, it could be anyone these days even the people who I close to me ( Read more... )

Soo I've came to a turning point in my life, I don't know where to go to school next year. So far my choices are ( Read more... )

My stomach already feels sick, and I think this year has been harder than the last couple. Maybe I had more support last year, but this year I've been losing it way too much. I cried so hard I couldn't breath. I don't think it would have happened if Shaun wouldn't have provoked it but I know you didnt mean to.

I don't know I just thought I honestly ( Read more... )

I want to go running, and relieve some stress.. but my tummy hurts and I think its a very bad idea.

But I wanna lose some weight for the wedding, my dress makes me look fat. haha

I need a job, yeah STILL Tayla!

I'm such a bum yuck!

Next week I wanna party my ass off, anyone wanna join me? : )

Oh and I'm excited I'm going to get a SLR for my graduation ( Read more... )

What to do, what to do ( Read more... )