is new years eve... and I am EXCITED!!! youkno I honestly don't kno why I write in this journal haha.. for my enjoyment aww well anywayz ( Read more... )

I liked him around a year ago and I guess he started to like me then too. but then I changed a little as a person and there was this other guy so I stopped liking Josh., lets call him Josh.The thing is even though I stopped liking him he still liked me. I had my friends coming up to me saying " did you see the way he looked at you" or " I can't ( Read more... )

BEAUTY... a topic. That I've discussed before but today. today...... has pushed me to the end. Self worth our self worth as women has been degraded because of the view of society on physical feautures and I mean it! What is beauty.... how is a person beautiful. How on earth can a person sit here and tell me what makes a girl beautiful. How can ( Read more... )

I remember the dayz I would wakeup thinking of you. thinking what you would teach andhow much I would learn. I remember the dayz I would wakeup scared to miss anything for my poor listening skills. Those days were not long ago but they feel so long ago. I guess I miss you ( Read more... )

Tonight...I feel ugly ( Read more... )

isreally... starting totake it's toll on me

I have this curse... and it's called

" Gaby you will alwayz be one of the boyz"

well.... it knda sucks

it's kinda a good thing

except whenthey all use u to get your best friend

hahah.... then it turns into a problem

so. Last night Elle wrote courtney or wrote. The note talked about how she thought coutney was beautiful and sweet and how when she grows up she wants to be just like her.It made me smile but it also made me sad. I've alwayz wanted to be the " kate pate" mentor as I like to call it. but... thats what courtney is. To be honest that makes me realy ( Read more... )

life... is good. actually life is amazing. I have been blessed beyond comprhension to have the most amazing people andfriends in my life ( Read more... )

has been amazing... absolutely amazing. I can't believeit's over. I can't believe how amazing God is. Seriously. we met this group of people they are from placed called Madison, Florida. They literally swept me off my feet andI loved being surrounded by Godly people. Ya kno it wasn'tjust that they were Godly but they reminded me of myself and my ( Read more... )