noone is online as far as i know now and i am bored. i am a little sad too. i don't know why, i just am. depression sucks. i need to hang out with holly before the wek is over man! she is the friggin best and i haven't even talked to her al this week! i went to friches yesterday. it was good. i love friches. it is my favorite place to eat. i had ( Read more... )

yup 3 weeks to visit me. he might even be spending the night at my house. i think it's cool. he spent most of the time talking to me apologizing about not writing me back. so yeah i talked to karmen and we were the appitimy of slaphappy last night it was fun! but yeah that is about it for now i am gonna tke a LOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGG nap!!!

yup another entry for livejournal and i think that i won't break up with chris. i dunno but jocelyn got me movies and i LOVE her man she is great. she let me borrow some kickass movies and i am gunna watch em all! yupyup

everything is cool between me and chris again. i still think i might break up with him idunno. HOLLY was at school the entire day and i love her she is fun and great and will be ultimate a.d.d with me yeah!!!!!!!!!! she needs to come to school everyday all day becase she makes me happy beyond anything

yeah he is just a jackass!!!!! i am through with guys i think i am going to like hide away from everyone and live like a rat in a sewer if you wanna know WHY he is a jackass just ask at school tomarrow.

i am at my FRIEND MEGHANN"S HOUSE OMG!!!!!! i don't know i am bored and it is 10'45 P.M. that's right! 10 o clock. meghann looks really bored right now! and she is funny as hell! she makes my face hurt from fucking laughing so much! did you know that? i bet you didn't! my boyfriend got in a car accident and he is in the hospital right now and i am ( Read more... )

yeah not much to say except all of my xanga's are gone and it is raining.i have to go to the shitty ass temple tomarrow and i am feeling so depressed i think i am going to go back to certain ways that help me let anger, saddnes, and frustraion out. i haven't cut in a week and i am proud of myself for not doing so but that paring knife is looking ( Read more... )

i am REALLY bored right now and i have to go to church tomarrow.bleh! i am going to probably go to sleep and try to fake being sick for like the fist since the summer! every other time,i was sicker than a dog! i hate being sick but hey. i don't want anyone to know something but i just can't keep it in anymore. most of you probably know already but ( Read more... )

hey this is my livejournal and i have completely forgotton about it until now. those who know i have a livejournal are cool and i appreciate that. i love you all. i am writing a book right now. i am on my 107th page already and i would like to get it published. that would be cool! um....jocelyn wasn't here today:( i was depressed and neither was ( Read more... )

i hate life and life hates me i might as well never be free