ARRR says the pirate...
I need a maid... this place is a wreck!
This week has been bad. Not horrifying bad, i guess its just a really 'not so great things happening' kind of bad. Saturday and Sunday at work were horrendous. Monday I yelled at my boss (who, thank hades, agreed with me and said she is going to quit soon too, along with silvia) Tuesday was alright, but I just felt so blah from the last few days that I wasnt in a great mood. I have missed Ali a lot this week. We havent talked much because he has been busy with getting the boat ready to go out to sea. I keep teasing him everytime he calls that this is my 10 minutes a day with him. I really wish we could see each other. And I know you all feed me this line 'absence makes the heart grow stronger' but I'm suffering. I have no doubt that my 'heart grows fonder' every single day that he and I are in love, but I guess I am selfish and I want him here. I do love him more every day. I wish he was coming back to FL when he gets back from his trip instead of CT. Then he is going to see his mom for christmas.
Anyway, I have to cheer up. I got up at 6am to go riding. I went about 8.5 miles this morning. Man, I am out of shape. (haha, i know... 8.5 miles is still good, but I wanted 10!!!) I couldnt even push it the 1.5 more miles to make it my regular 10. Maybe tomorrow. I need to start making this my daily routine. 18 lbs lost, and about 10-12 more to go. THEN, I will go to David's Bridal and get my dress for Susan's wedding. That way it will fit right. I would hate to go now, and keep losing and have to keep paying for 3-4 alterations. that would be annoying. I need to make someone go with me to make sure I look OK in this dress. I need an honest opinion... anyone want to volunteer?
I have to work today from 11:30 to 6:30. Not that bad of a day... I just really hate the mid-shift becuase it truly DRAGS. Hm, I wonder if I have a clean work shirt... oops. I need to do laundry really bad, but I have all weekend off and friday so maybe I can do it then inbetween stinkin graduation crap. Sorry for thoughts in my livejournal.. I know none of you want to hear this... I am just as bad on the phone... just ask Ali and Susan.