I went through a fairly similar issue a couple years ago, actually just before I left to go on my first CP. I had been with this guy, Erik, off and on for a couple years and was totally in love with him, even though he kept hurting me...and then I met another guy, Dave, who seemed really awesome, and we hit it off...we dated for a few weeks but in the end Dave decided he didn't want a girlfriend...it sucked a bit, and right about the time he decided that, Erik came back into my life. We started hanging out again, and even slept together a couple times, but nothing was the same as it had been. I still cared for him, but I just didn't get those "butterflies in my tummy" feeling that he had always given me before. In the end, I went to Florida and didn't see or talk to him for over a year and a half. He contacted me a couple months before I got married, and now we talk and see each other as friends every so often, and it's nice. Sometimes you just have to distance yourself from the people who hurt you...it sucks at first, but there are "
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