so yah. its 10:53 am, and I am watching Teletubbies..dont ask. Although it is quite comical, and I bet it is much better if you are on drugs, I would never let my child watch this. I remember in high school when i was friends with Jesse, and his friend Jonah, who looked like a crazy black lady, would do impressions of them and the sunshine on the ( Read more... )

it's nice to start feeling a little confident about myself again. Went to the bar last night, and guys were checking me out, and it was nice ( Read more... )

Chronic Fatigue Syndrom (CFS) is a condition that has become widespread in the US. Symptoms associated with CFS include aching muscles and joints, anxiety, depression, difficulty concentrating, fever, headaches, intestinal problems, irribility, jaundice, loss of appetite, mood swings, muscle spasms, recurrent upper respitory tract infections, ( Read more... )

So last night I went round for round with Damen again. It is very obvious he still cares about me, but wants to put up his tough guy act so i think he doesn't care....it's not working ( Read more... )

So yeah, I have been really trying to get past this whole Damen thing..and so far it is kinda working, and kinda not. My sleep patterns and eating patterns are still off quite a bit. I now weigh 105, ( when i met him i was like 145?) and i dont remember the last time I slept at night time. I am starting to have nocturnal sleeping habits. I just ( Read more... )

WOW! He's done. gone. over. I thought he was trying to get back with me...now i don't even care. I didn't cry, i am so proud of myself. Carlos, my boss says that i have "crossed the line" the invisible line of Damen. I'm over him, and it is good. I found out tonight that he was trying to get back with Brianna the whole time we were together, i ( Read more... )

I must say, i think my new icon suits me well :)

The more the days go by, the more angry I get at Damen, the other day he was like "I know your hurt"...funny thing is, I am really not hurting that much. I am actually starting to hate him the more and more I think about it. Just thinking over all the shit he put me through or did to me over the past year...he doesnt deserve me. I was too good to ( Read more... )

So yeah, I am sick again, and I have no voice. I think it is funny. I kinda sound liek Demi Moore when I talk ( Read more... )

So on Monday night I was a real bitch to Damen. I left him a really bitchy voicemale on his phone. He never called back. Well yesterday morning I am getting ready to go to class, and my phone beeps. This means I have a text message. So i go to my inbox and it says "I know you are hurt, but you don't have to be nasty" It was from Damen. HA! Why ( Read more... )