you fucking little skank.
you ruined him.

i hope you two have a very good life together.
not.

all that's left is anger. and i want revenge.

My mood changes so much lately.
I don't know what I want.
I hate boys.

so yesterday I was having these suicidal thoughts
and I think Lizi pretty much saved me from myself.

Things to do before I die
1. Fall in love again
2. Get revenge on Ross
3. Mosh pit!!
4. Lose 15-20 pounds & be happy with myself.
5. Smoke down with Ian.
6. Go to Paris
7. See Lizi Munro
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i don't know what to do about ian.

would have been three months today.

i kinda want to go to the bench where he asked me out, and just cry.

but i won't. because i'm over you.

funny thing is, he remembered the day.

"i think he's finally realizing his mistake.." -matt.

half of me just wishes he'd stay out of my life.

i started to work at DQ.
it's not badd.
made new friendss
that's always a good thing.

i'm almost over him, i swear.
i'm so close to not even giving a shit.
that bad haircut really helped, thanks.

ian. i like that guy. i don't know how much
but i blush whenever i talk about him. :)

this is me calling you out
for all these built up superstitions.

secrets out; all he wants is sex. he doesn't care if there's love or not.

i don't know how i feel about that. used maybe?

"if he doesn't love you, i will."
randoms can be the best cheeruppers sometimes.

brad might come on friday.
ian wants me to fourtwenty with him.
dance tonight.

hmm i dunno.

i need him.
it's simple.

i'll be waiting at your locker in the morning baby, with a hug and a kiss, as many as you want. :)

i just want to know what's gonna happen.

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i'm fucking shedding all these layers of stress.
i want to feel alive.
what do you need in order to be happy?
answer me this.
i need one of two boys..
i need three certain girls.
i need running.
i need early mornings with music, and coffee.
i need my ipod.
i need someone waiting for me at my locker in the morning.
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