ugh heat wave...go away!!! :(

so Apollo and I got a new lepord gecko! yay its a baby and small, when I get a change I will post pics :) thats all for now, I'll post more later. its dinner time

I'm sure no one wants to hear this but ( Read more... )

Sigh...I just feel like my life is lame...I live in Wilsonville, with no car and can hardly get around cuz the bus system out here is lame, and I work at Petsmart...which is also lame, cuz I don't make that much, and dont get alot of hours. I need to find another job. I hardly have any friends anymore, especially out here, ...and I hate being alone ( Read more... )

haha i thought this was silly, my friend sean told me this online. lol :) yeah thats all, i just amused and wanted to share lol

Sean: why do i always have a boner when we talk? why rachel? lol I love it!

So I FINALLY got a computer and internet ( Read more... )

Hey just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still here, just havent been updating cuz my comp died and I dont really have access to one. I'm going to hopefully be getting a new one soon!!
Hope everyone is doing well :)

sigh... I just reliazed I'm probbily going to be alone my entire life...seems like every time somthing goes good with someone I fuck it up some how...like Apollo...he claims I was "too jelous" thats why he broke up with me...well hello?? How could I not be so jelous? I mean shit...he gave me almost every reason to be jelous...gah I hate this...I ( Read more... )

Apollo broke up with me...again...same fucking excuse.. "I just dont want a girlfriend, I want to work, and go to school and do my own thing"....what the fuck??? When we got back tother, he promised me he'd love me forever and not make me go through all this heartbreak again...ha so much for that fucking promise! Gah we didnt even last another year ( Read more... )

ugh I cant sleep ( Read more... )