ok so I can't sleep any longer, I just don't feel good. This is the earlyist I have been awake in a long time, lol! But I have to be at work at 7:45, and that blows! Ugh I have cramps, no fun ( Read more... )

Ugh I'm so sore! Yesterday I went to the gym and they were having a class called Rep Reebok, and its like you life the weights to the beats of the music and stuff, its hard work, but worthit. It wore me out, lol. I can't believe how sore I am, omg It's hard for me to even get up and move around. ugh ( Read more... )

I Love Green Day's new album, this is my favorite song ( Read more... )

Its nice to know who your real 'friends' are....I'm just sorry it took me this long, this much of a heartache, this much of drying my eyes to figure out what kind of a friend you are/were. You used me, used me for everything I had/have. The only time you call is when your stuck in somthing and you need someone to pull you out. Like the whole 'you ( Read more... )

sorry I called you, sorry I FUCKING CARE about you and whats goin on! ya know, if I'm your friend, why don't you call me?, oh well. I hope you have a good time drinking and flirting with girls....what the fuck. I hope not....I hate my self already, dont make me hate my self even more ( Read more... )

why do i keep falling in love with him? WHY do I keep crying, WHY is this so hard? I dont want to deal with this, I wish this wasnt happening! HAVN'T I HAD ENOUGH BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME ALREADY? ugh I hope that one day we can go back out and be happy once again. All you tell me is I dunno... WHY DON'T YOU KNOW? why can't we just be bf/gf again and ( Read more... )

I hate my self. I guess Im too nice, I let people walk all over me, and what do I get?...more of a heartbreak... I love him so much, too much, I try to do everything I can do for him....All I want is some time togther and some phone calls to let me know whats up. Is that so hard to ask ( Read more... )

Apollo called me at like 1am and woke me up yesterday morning, we talked for a while and then he came over, we talked some more, we cuddled, kissed etc. He says he misses bein' in my arms holding eachother....well he doesnt have to miss it, he can have it!!!, but its he who chooses not to ( Read more... )

why is this so hard, I know that were 'seeing eachother' and not officaly dating, but shit, I love you so much, I love you more than anything. I miss you soo much!!! My dad found some pics of prom and the spring fling dances we had, gah we were so cute then, why do this now? I love you, I miss being in ur arms. Its been over a week since I saw your ( Read more... )

AnglBabie169: hindu is all crap bots ( Read more... )