Not Very Understanding

[sweetie0639]

Ummmm lets see, yesterday i spent another whole day at Nikki's. We had a lil hangout session with a whole lotta kids!!! And I saw Gothica for the 3rd time in 2 days lol. I decided to go home that nite 1)cause i worked at 3 and needed a change a clothes 2) I kinda felt liek i was gettin on Nikkis nerves since we had spent a lot of time together

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Not Alone

[alikatstinker28]

Sorry after watching Gothika I just had to make it that and it is what I wanted to tell you anyway. I am glad you got to vent and I am not sure what is going on here but it sounds like 2 people need to talk. I am glad that you don't feel you should change for anyone and that is an important thing to have. The other important thing is to not put all your eggs in one basket. I have a bunch of friends that I don't hang out with very often. We always have fun when we do hang out and that is what makes it special. Take Nikki and I for examble- we hang out when we can but also realize that there is things that come up and other people and places we have to be. Life gets busy and good friends can't always be there 24/7 but even when they can't be next to you they are there for the times that you need them the most. I am in a place in my life that I am totally focusing on family. I mean I hang out with my friends occasionally but I am trying to just focus on me and Colton and growing on a personal level. It sounds like there is a

Re: Not Alone

[sweetie0639]

I couldnt agree more myself. I will admit that i did take the wrong form of action, and that it was a mistake and i can only hope that this kinda mistake will only happen this one time. Good thing im a bright cookie and learn from my mistakes. WE have sorted out the issues i had and am glad that things can pick off where i almost left them. Time liek these show who is really there by your side. I also know that Im the only one to blame on how i feel and its my job to make sure i want to be where i want to be. I go through re-evaluations every night before i go to bed to see where i really wanna be 5 years from now. When it comes down to it i over reacted to someone else's feelings because i was insecure about my own. Im hopeing that i didnt offend anyone. I get so emotional when i see everyone and their familys happy and together because i know that as much as try and beg and pled to my family to be the same way it will never be anywhere close to what id liek to see. As for taking something from the past and growning from it, ive done