I don't know what to do anymore...

I feel like doing something constructive with a sharp shiny object.

Do I dare hope that it might happen?

That I might have something to say yes to again someday?

... I'm crying again... I'm so weak... I'm so sorry...

My heart is breaking... How could this happen?

What am I supposed to do now?

I'm home and happy to be. I missed Jonny so much. :( My trip was fun. Wes and I had a blast, along with... Let's see... Nate, Elaine, Kyle, Tim, Jimmy, Amanda, Zooey, Alissa, Jeremy, Ted, Darcel, Christine, and everyone else I met while I was down there! I am glad to be back now. Shaun, Dan, and Alex before them proceeded to get me drunk last night ( Read more... )

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Clicky Me!!!

He's not sleeping after all! I'm all happy now. <3 lol.
~KS

I don't know why, but I've found myself missing Jonny more and more lately... The longer I am away from him, the more I love him, I swear it... I'll wake up at night and not be able to go back to sleep just because I want to hear his voice. I'll sneak downstairs and listen to a sweet recording that he made for me just because I don't want to wake ( Read more... )