Noelle, where are you? Why aren't you at school with me? I need you here. I hope you feel better and I will call you after school to see how you are doing. I hope everything is okay at home. I don't really have much to say, I'm just wondering where you are. I have to eat lunch with Richie, do you know how weird that's going to be?! Oh well, ( Read more... )

I just don't understand guys. What the fuck goes through their heads, honestly. Can someone please tell me what they're thinking?!? This is driving me insane. First I like him more than he likes me, then he starts to like me more, now, I don't even know if I really like him or not. At the end of this month we'll have been together about five ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an awesome day. You'll never guess what I got TJ to do!! Ha ha, I got him to go to the park and feed the ducks with me. It was so much fun, besides the fact that we got attacked by them. No one was hurt though, so don't worry. His mom even got me some chocolate, and she gave me a hug! Isn't that sweet, we've only been together ( Read more... )

Spring Break 36 days away, and I cannot fucking wait!! I am so excited, and I just can't hide it. I just recently found out that two more guys are coming with us. I hope they don't mind that I am going to GET CRAZY on Spring Break! I don't give a shit about what I do, as long as I have fun, that's all that matters. I'm so glad I'm going with ( Read more... )

Finally decided to go to Ball State. Thanks to everyone who helped me make my decision, it was hard, but I finally decided a couple of days ago. Yes Mallory, you are very welcome to come party with me. After all, Ball State is known for being a big party school. Not that it influenced my decision ( Read more... )

Have you ever thought to yourself that maybe you are crazy. I've been thinking a lot about that lately. I can't help it. I feel like everything I've been doing lately just turns around and bites me in the ass. Hard. It is starting to really get to me. My whole world is slowly falling apart. Yeah, the outside looks good. My friends and I get ( Read more... )

I GOT ACCEPTED TO BALL STATE!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah, I'm so excited!! That was my first choice, I've thought about Ball State for a long time, since like freshman year. But I still don't know what to do, cuz I still haven't heard from USI. Amazing isn't it? I got accepted at BSU, but USI still hasn't contacted me. Anyway, if I go to BSU, I need ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in an extremely long time I've just been aimlessly wondering around this place, hoping to get out soon, yearning to stay longer. I have no idea what I want in life, but I know I'm happiest when he looks in my eyes and tells me I'm beautiful. I wish I could express the way I feel about him. It's far from love, I feel I don' ( Read more... )

Have you ever just detatched yourself from your body, looked at what your life is like, and realized that it isn't you? Do you ever just think to yourself what happened to my happy life? I can't figure out whats wrong with me. I know I've got friends that are there for me, and a loving family, even though its falling apart. But when can you ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty cool. Friday night kind of sucked. I almost wish I had gone to the dance, but then I wouldn't have gotten to see TJ. He's not one for the whole social scene. No, I still haven't gotten laid. And I'm still in a bitchy mood about it, but I talked to him about it. Here's how the whole thing went ( Read more... )