went to bible study tonight. kind of tough... sometimes i miss having someone on my side. i take that back, there's this guy there who's methodist i think. so he and i agree on pretty much everything. okay enough for now. later~betsy

3 days til my birthday! yea for being 20! except im kind of feeling old. i 'advised' this kid and he's absolutely adorable. except hes like 18. which younger guys aren't bad...it just made me feel old. so i'm at work...and i kind of feel yucky. i just fixed a tv that was like 100 years old and covered w/ dust (which, by the way, i am ALLERGIC to!) ( Read more... )

today i feel really fat. like i need to lose weight...fast. i weight about 135, ideal weight for me is like 111-130. i want to aim for 111. oh well. ill let ya know how it goes! -bets

yea, so im bored. i've been trying to buy music off of i-tunes, but its not working. stupid i-tunes. i finally got pictures on here! not of me...i can't figure that out yet...but i'm getting there. okay, well ill write more later ( Read more... )

so yea, im in computers class. im breakin the rules by being on the computer when my teacher's talking. yea, im a rebel. haha, so anyways. taylor says this is a journal and your not supposed to put quizzes on here. well, whatever! i like quizzes. okay well im gonna start paying attention to ms. payne. love ya'll~betsy

okay, so i fill too many of these things out. they are a waste of time. ah well. they make me feel like i learn something new about myself everytime! haha, well have a great night. bed time for me... good night. -betsy ( Read more... )

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you just left and i miss ya. maybe i should have let ya skip taps...hmmm, well i dont believe ya would have! haha oh well. i like when ya hold me. i really do! i think that's my favorite thing to do...you know, be held. i feel like nothing bad will ever happen to me ( Read more... )

okay so i bought an amazing dress for this wedding im going to because it had to be a 'formal' dress...yea and now it doesnt have to be formal. whatever! theres this guy. i think he reads this so when i write in here, is that kind of like talking to him? hmm...thats an interesting thought. well anyways, i dont know if he likes me. i wish he would ( Read more... )

hey its been a lil while. i have decided no more alcohol. i drank an entire bottle of Jager last night. by myself. the whole darn thing. let me say that again, the whole bottle. okay, so anyways. so obviously people read my journal which is kind of cool. like a lot of people took the survey that i put on here. well, it may not be from me...oh well ( Read more... )