Confusion Sets In

[sweetiekiss]

Exactly how far should you let love take you before you step in and say enough is enough? That is the question that has been running through my mind for quite a while now....I love Chad more than life itself but it is tearing me apart inside to go through what we do when we are together and then again it tears me apart to be away from him too...I

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[passionb4mind]

I've been far removed for a good year and a half, but my 2 cents is this:

You guys had a great love at one point, but I think you both lack a significant amount of respect for one another. No relationship can last on love and good wishes alone. There has to be substance, trust, and, like I said, respect.

Chad's lied to you, you've lied to Chad. You've both manipulated other people in order to hurt the other. Neither of you DISPLAY the emotional maturity I'm sure you both HAVE, and that's taking a toll on your relationship.

I guarantee Chad is telling a different story to people who won't coming running back to you. I'm sure you'll both be great parents, but you'll probably be better parents when you aren't together.

[sweetiekiss]

Even if my life seems almost worthless without him? The only reason I dont cry all the time is because Madison is here to brighten my day but everytime he comes over and takes her for visitation...I am constantly reminded that the life that I wanted more than anything is not the life I have...I have not only lost the only guy Ive ever loved but Ive lost my friends, my career is on hold, I am sick all the time because of all the stress and sadness...I dont know how to get through this when I still love him so much

[passionb4mind]

Sometimes it seems like there's absolutely NO light at the end of the tunnel. When you get wrapped up in all the grief and heartache you can sometimes miss all the opportunities around you