so i've been moody and depressed and unhappy latley ( Read more... )

The whole of life is but a moment of time. It is our duty, therefore to use it, not to misuse it.

i don't quite know how to say how i feel.

i saw little sarah madison at the mall today with tina. tina asked her if she remembered me, and she said yeah, "you're ryan's friend". and then as she was leaving she said i love you and blew me a kiss. and then i got sad :(

so the other night i was thinking about life, and i had come to the realization of many things.

although ... i don't seem to remember them right now.

but i must say, life is good. once you learn to accept the way things are, life is good.

oh yeah, and ... ALYSIA is back at bhbj! good times ahead.

so for my whole life, i've always imagined living in michigan and never leaving. i've even told people that i couldn't imagine living anywhere else. michigan is home. but lately i've been thinking that there is more out there, and i can't limit myself.

yeah i'm too tired to finish my thoughts. goodnight.

i can't think of words right now to describe how thankful i am, and how lucky i feel right now.

i got lucky.

i've been very busy with work, school, and sleeping. i feel very busy yet somehow unproductive ( Read more... )

so it happened again today. i was sitting down and stood up, and suddenly got really dizzy and felt as though i was going to black out. this hasn't happened in a while, but when it does happen, if i don't catch myself i fall to the floor and pass out for a few seconds. it happened one time while i was taking a shower. i got really dizzy and my ( Read more... )

i'm going in circles.