I haven't cried since Thursday. You know what the the cons of crying are? Your make-up smears, your eyes get all puffy, and hours later you entire face including your jaw hurts. It gets worse. No matter how you clean yourself up, people ask you questions. Sometimes you end up crying again, sometimes there's nothing left of you. You're tired and ( Read more... )

the routine of things.

the wonderful thing about waking up at home is that you don't feel burden by anything. not school, not conflicts, not people. it feels like they are so far away and they can't touch you. Not even close. I woke up in my childhood room and heard the sounds of my mom rummaging around the kitchen and the garage. i felt simple. i  ( Read more... )

Yeah. So I know switched the journal to private and I'm writing another public entry. I believe its hope that someone out there will find it and have a unspoken (or unwritten) understanding of where my mind wanders at night. I remember I used to have readers who randomly stumble upon this site and practice what I call a "drive by perception of ( Read more... )

She left the wall and joined her friends among the crowd. She arrived just in time because laughter was circling around them. She was obliged to join in but realized it wasn't hard to do. The laughter was natural. For one moment, she felt like she was back.

When she arrived home, the apartment was dark and quiet. She remember the times when she felt ( Read more... )

once upon a time, this was me....crazy, spontaneous, adventureous, me. I need to work on getting this back ( Read more... )

This entire week has been about the merry-go-around antics of people. At least it has been for me. Why do people who come so close to you end up far out in the distance again? And why do the people who you thought you have lost come back? The closest people to me have failed this week while the ones you that can barely see come close enough to ( Read more... )

Opening Credits: Once Upon a Time- Air ( Read more... )

"I know what I know
I know
This is the last time around
I’ll hear it in my head real low
Turn into the only thing that ever knows
Only thing that ever knows"
-yyy

Sometimes I think I should re-evaluate how valuable things are to me.

Everyday I feel like calling in sick for work so I finally can sleep in. But at the last minute, I always throw my clothes on and head for the door. Now, I'm just sleepy. I had a good start of the week except for the fact that its already Wednesday. My friends called me and I'm caught up with them, I'm sorta caught up with my schoolwork, and I made ( Read more... )

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