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is everyone lieing to me?
i dont think the people that i care about the most would do that to me would they?
i trust you guys
god and this is what i get

i stumble and i fall....
i get back up and i just fall again....
never to get back up again...

ive been thinking and thinking and thinking and ive come to the conclusion that ( Read more... )

what a friend NOT!

neither of you

god i need to talk to someone and now!!

uve taken everything from me ( Read more... )

why do i always have to cry?
3rd time today
why am i so stupid?
why do i take things worse then they are?
why do i always do this to myself
especially with you
god i just need to die
another night the pillow will be wet with my dears
tommorows another day
and hopefully a better one

i am a really big bitch
i am a worthless piece of shit
i diserve to die...
i cant believe i can be so stupid!
i need to quit being moody...
i hate it
so much!!!!
i cant believe i say some of the things i say to some of the closest ppl to me!!!
god im really stupid

( boredum once again )

well i dont have that much to say but i think i need to start careing more for my friends and what they are going threw i need to start being for them more...im sorry sarah...though u were really moody now i know why...and im sorry...slap me next time... i dont mean to like pick justin over u or anything (any of my friends) im sorry if i do... i ( Read more... )

saturday was a really good day ( Read more... )