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[sweetlilacwine]

today sucked. i*m a lifeless body bag filled with dribbling emotions that don*t belong. it*s like i cry everyday between calculus and chorus. i don*t know what*s wrong with me but it has only been in those two classes

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[_goodbye_love_]

Calm down! It's not that bad. I know it really sucks when you want to get into something really bad and you don't get it. I know how that feels, trust me. But 50 years from now, you won't remember county chorus at all. Maybe you should focus on other interests rather than music and theatre. They seem to be where you get hurt most by rejection. You seem like a great writer, try writing some poetry or something. Even if it's dark and demented... at least it's coming out. Not everyone is a born broadway star or hollywood actress, but that's why God gave us all multiple talents. Hell, even people who touch they're tongues to their noses... talent. It's little things you need to recognize that DO make you special that you are passing by because of musical theatre. Showbiz is the toughest world of all... try taking it easy on youself for awhile. Know I'm here if you need to talk.

Meg