Happy Valentines!

i got YELLOW roses. :D yayyyy!

okay, today was better. lately i feel like i can hear people crying. like sobbing and sobbing. when the alarm goes off, when i turn the shower on, when i hear a song...the list is endless. today was better, so maybe im climbing out of the dark pit ive thrown myself into. speaking of dark pits, im cold. maybe its because i have no socks on. i ( Read more... )

This probably sounds stupid, I know im still young and there's a lot of time for things to happen, but sometimes I think there is something about me thats wrong, that im just not the kind of person some one can really fall in love with, and that ill end up alone.

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

Ohhhh, whos good? yeap me. I am also 16. Pretty nifty i knoww.

26 days until i DRIVE!

just thought you should knowww.

Um so who won in basketball today...OH YEAH, North Carolina State University!

But who lost? we cant forget that DUKE lost today. three cheers.

when you can live anymore, you die.

So today was boring. I slept and did the basketball routine.

Im looking at a bottle of "body spray" and it says "You'll imagine you're standing in a luch garden of sensual fragrance with our Silkening Body Splash. It lightly moisturizes and soothes skin after the shower or bath, or anytime you want the lavishly lush scent. CAUTION: flammable. keep ( Read more... )

:ranting: Its not even Febuary but I love Valentines day. I mean you should love it right?..its a holiday about love. But its my favorite holiday. People have Christmas or Halloween and maybe the occasional April Fools Day. Nope not me. I know..its great i love valentines, but heres the problem, its just i wont have a Valentine...again. And last ( Read more... )

Heroes didnt leap from tall buildings or stop bullets with an outstreched hand; they didnt wear boots and capes. They bled, and they bruised, and their superpowers were as simple as listening, or loving. Heroes where ordinary people who knew that even if their own lives were impossibly knotted, they could untangle someone elses. And maybe that ( Read more... )