I think I just like the sound of the keyboard tapping as I type...

[sweetlildevil]

Well, okay... what can I say? Last night was interesting... since I haven't been letting my girlfriend do any drugs she's been wikkid energetic.. she can't put her energy into all the negative things as I like to put it, so she's been going psycho.. she ran around the house last night cleaning EVERYTHING... and then she went and cooked an entire 3

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[xdemonicmonkeyx]

wellya that was a completely odd and well as you put it 'pointless'.. so ya.,. umm what car accident? i needed you tonight.. i just want to be held and cry my eyes out..i feel so sick, and i just want to cry...and be held.. i did something to upset angela tonight,i think..i dunno though.. andi found out that she is mad scared that i am going to get back with you ... which is odd.. tomorrow will be 1 week since i met her face to face, and well she already worried about me leaving her.. but whatever..i just want to curl up and die.. i been thinking about it.. but i dont know yet..

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[xdemonicmonkeyx]

i forgot to add.. farrah almost died in that river too.. it would have been farrah, and me after her trying to catch her.. and you after me.. but ya i just thought i would say that too.. not like it serves a purpose but ya

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[sweetlildevil]

So... Angela is afraid you are going to leave her for me WHY?? You seem extremely happy with her... so it appears that she has nothing to worry about... I'm sorry that I've been seemingly avoiding you lately... I've just been afraid to talk to you.. because I've been having a VERY hard time with everything.. and I've been needing you.. and I can't have you.. I just want to curl up in your arms and have everything be alright... and I can't exactly have that right now.. so I'm afraid to really open up, and I'm trying to spare myself an emotional breakdown, because I find myself so attatched to you still, and you are happy... I'm sorry...

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[sweetlildevil]

Uhmm... me and Keri got into an accident a lil while back... she was driving and hit a lincoln.. I didn't get hurt to bad... but it was still pretty freaky... I need you everynight babe.. but you seem happy... what'd you do?