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[sweetlildevil]

Well.. the other night was really fucked up... literally... my girlfriend got really fucked up on shrooms and her and her best friend Jade were a bunch of idiots all night... I don't know how I even stuck around long enough to handle them until they sobered up... Jades girlfriend (Nicole) who they all claim to be such a bitch was basically clinging

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um well

[anonymous]

well ya.. honestly you shouldnt even be in that situation at all. but thats you.. and how you do it is how you do it.. there is no changing that.. why is it that you are not so hurt by keri messin around but you was before? what is the difference, do you really truly believe that you are merely worth being treated that way, and believe that you deserve it and that its ok for people to treat you like that? do you not know anyone that wouldnt treat you like that, that maybe you could have a chance at being with? or have you ever thought about being with someone that wont treat you like that, and to completely steer clear of that type of people?

Re: um well

[sweetlildevil]

Yeah, I've thought about it... but I haven't found anyone who won't treat me like that.. I'm used to it.. And yeah, it gives me the idea most of the time that I'm not worth shit.. but I'm starting to build my self confidence, and I'm thinking that it's about time to tell Keri how I really feel... My exgirl has been talking to me again lately... and she apologizes for everything in the past... and she says she's willing to make another try.. and treat me better this time, because she realizes how much she loves me...

Re: um well

[anonymous]

she says that she is sorry and that she wants another try? and do you believe her? It sounds from alot of the things that you have been saying beforehand about her , that you dont really think that it is true. Do you believe her when she says she is sorry, and when she says that she wants to treat you better? Are you going to give her another try?