wow...i havent updated in a long time!! well life has been goin pretty well lately.  friday we went to universal for CJSF and i had alot of fun there. then after that i went to lydias house wit gianna and we did a project, then we went to hometown for breakfast, and me n gigi were freakin out cuz we had ice cream for breakfast!! it was soo much fun ( Read more... )

why the f*** does love have to be so hard?!?!  i feel like everything has been torn out of my body...i want him back, but i know it isnt as easy as that...i miss him with all my heart, and i just pray every night that God will give me another chance to show him my love for him. 

yah well i havent updated in a long time!! well life has been really fun lately!! im getting along with my friends really well, the guy i like likes me and im doin good wit the parents!! the weather has been soo HOTT!!  i hate it!! lol.  well i have been running after school lately wit gianna to "get in shape" and its been really fun, we talk and ( Read more... )

yah well i havent updated in a really long time...well life has been goin okay today.  i think i like a new guy and he knows who he is but he wont believe me..but ill soon be changing that ;-)... so yah, we have testing all this week and al next week and its been pretty easy so far.  umm.. im just a lil scared for the social studies part, but ill ( Read more... )

so yah, im sitting here on my ass on a friday night and im so freakin bored.  well i am like kinda emo right now and like i dont know.  i was supposed to go to a concert tonight, but like something came up and i couldnt go.  then yah, im just sooo bored right now.  i dont know what to do. im talkin to my cuz on the phone right now and shes like ( Read more... )

well i just got home from school and im really bored.  my internet isnt working that well so im doing this off of my phone.  its kinda hard, but ya.  i really need to get my internet fixed or else my mom wont let me go on it anymore.  we last night i talked to rojas, talked to my mom about a whole lotta crao in my life and i chatted with some old ( Read more... )

well last night i broke up wit my bf.  i think it was one of the hardest things of my life.  this is a guy that i liked since i was 10 and like it was in my wildest dreams for us to get together.  and like it finally happened and i was soo happie. but like i guess he wasnt really to have a gf in his life right now, and like i didnt really see "us" ( Read more... )

well lately ive been pretty confused.  i mean i have an awsome boyfriend and i like him soooooo much!! hes's been like the my dream guy for many years and now he's finally mine.  but yet, i feel like something is still missing.  i feel as though i need something else in my life right now to make it more complete.  Rojas won't talk to me anymore, i ( Read more... )

well i just got back from san fransisco!! i went with my sister for 4 days and we had a BlAsT!! on satureday i went to knotts wit my bf and some friends and i had fun there too!  tomorrow im goin to my bf's house to spend then ight then we are goin to six flags on saturday for his sisters b-day...so thats gonna be fun fun fun too!! im really ( Read more... )

yah well i had a fun weekend and im looking forward to next week....SPRING BREAK!!im goin to san francisco wit my siter for 5 days and im so excited to finally spend some time wit her.  i really miss her alot...now that she has a job, moved out, and has grad school all the time.  were are both sooo excited!! well im goin to disneyland too and i ( Read more... )