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im so upset
im so tired of feeling not good enough. And I'm really tired of the only person making me feel that way being my husband. He's supposed to think I'm beautiful no matter what. He only makes me feel bad about myself. He only makes me feel insecure. He ALWAYS makes me feel ugly. I know there are men out there that would think I was beautiful ( Read more... ) -
It's been so long..
Since I wrote a blog like that. I haven't written my feelings down in a long time. I guess I feel like it wont help. I used to do it, but I've gotten so used to keeping shit to myself ( Read more... ) -
I know I should be grateful, but.
But I just feel so depressed. And I'm angry, so so angry! It doesn't seem fair..we were supposed to have a great life together...make all our friends jealous and be happy. We had it all.. or everything I could have wanted ( Read more... ) -
Life update.
So. It's been forever. FOREVER! Even though it's been a year... it feels like 10. Last post was about getting Sweet Pea. Well.. let's see. A few months later I got married, which was the happiest day of my life. Right after the honey moon.. I got so sick with my stomach disease they wanted me in the ER, but since I had just got married and was off ( Read more... ) -
wedding
Alright, so we set the date for October 13th. We reserved the chapel where we'll get married and the Marriott for the reception. I've found my wedding dress and it's BEAUTIFUL. It's been ordered and will be here on July 13th. We've set up the guest list. I wanted two people to be in my wedding. One was Lauren, whom I considered my best friend/ ( Read more... ) -
Guess what!!!!
IM ENGAGED!!! He proposed this morning at 9:29am. He asked my dads permission yesterday and my dad gave him his blessing...and then this morning we woke up and i thought he was hiding something from me. He finally asked me if I reeeeally wanted him to tell me and I said yes...he then said that he's never loved anyone as much as he loves me and that ( Read more... ) -
Just thinking.
Hey guys,(I say that as if anyone actually reads this thing and/or comments ( Read more... )
