I am ready for that glowing happy moment. I don't really care what part of my life I get it from, I just want it. I want to feel important to someone, and I'm not talking about my mom or my friends. I feel so useless right now. I clean the house and I work. I work only three days a week, I don't know how much longer I can work only three days a ( Read more... )

So I have everything in place for graduation, i just have a few announcements to send out and I can't do that till Friday. Grandma will be here next week, Yay, I meet new friends the other day, one even lives on this side of the water haha, well they both do... So over all all is well.

Boy I hate life right now... I know that I should not hurt this much but I do.I'm not good at licking my wounds but I seem to be doing that a lot lately. I dont know what to do anymore nor do I feel like doing anything. Im just being kicked while I'm down... Yay what fun. I have school and everything else to worry about right now but do I do that ( Read more... )

Last night majorly sucked. Yay for family ( Read more... )

I know that it should not hurt this much, but damn it does. I feel lost and confused. It all hurts... And I wonder if he hurts at all? I know I hurt. it feels like theres a big hole. And I need to fill it, but I have nothing to fill it with.

A few years ago I was dating a guy that told one of our friends that I used school to runaway from him and all the other problems at the time. And I denied this, and at the time I really was not using it to run away, but I have found myself doing it with the boyfriend I have now... And this is not something I would say to anyone. I really love my ( Read more... )

My mind has been playing games with me while i sleep... I have been having these dreams lately about an old friend and last nights is the one that upsets me the most, at first it was about me and my boyfriend who where at a baseball game and when we left he broke up with me and i was very much upset, so i went shopping with cathy in this weird mall ( Read more... )

Its been a while and I'm full music but i guess you will all find that out lol. Things have been going better life has it turns but they just have to be taken. School is great, and it makes me even more happy to be able to say that. I'm still dating Jon, it's been a year and a half now, that i think could use some work, but its not bad. I don't ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a long time since i graced this page. I have transfered to ODU and could not be more happy right now! I love the fact that I am living in New Kent, it really feels great! Though I'm not liking the living at home that much but I had no choice. I have been dating a guy for almost a year now and i'm very happy with him, though at ( Read more... )

1. If you were to find out you were pregnant, what would you do ( Read more... )