wow...these past four days were actually, overall pretty fun ( Read more... )

AHHH!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO BREAK FREE!! i need to just go somewhere and forget about everything. im going to start walking to my beach and just spending time to myself and just let everything out. even if i have to scream out loud or talk to myself!! i really want to understand why i am here and what makes me...me. why do i ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since i written. My computer hasn't been really that good lately. It kicks me off every now and then. anyways...lets catch up on whats been going on in my life ( Read more... )

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wow...i can't believe it! well, i kinda can. but we got first!! at championships!! thats soooo cool!! i am soooo happy! i had such a fun time on saturday!! kevin and i like spent the whole night together! it was awesome! hes so sweet to me...even though he was making fun of me most of the night!! lol. but, i always have fun with him. i think im ( Read more... )

today is the last band practice till next year. it seems like it went by so fast, and yet at some points it seemed like it was going so slow. tommorow is senior night, saturday is championships, and sunday is the parade. It is going to be FREEZING on saturday!! i am going to bring so much warm clothes and a blanket and anything else to keep me warm ( Read more... )

it may not seem like it, but i have been...not myself. its wierd cause i'm not like this, well at least not anymore. idk...i am going through a lot right now. maybe its just everyone around me is like going through a depressent stage and i am following. idk...i know there are a number of reasons why i think im feeling like this ( Read more... )

omg...we got first this weekend!! SO AWESOME!! by 3 points! it was so cool!! omg i had so much fun! i kept doing jill's hair all wierd looking!! oh my goodness, it was so funny!! i couldnt breathe i was laughing so hard!! lol... i think we all want to win championships. i think it would be so cool to win at championships!! i would be happy ( Read more... )

well, things have been a little rocky this week. i feel like i am being avoided sometimes...but maybe its just me...idk ( Read more... )

OMG!! this weekend was so sucky! well except hanging out with my friends...i guess it wasnt all that bad...sunday sucked though! I felt so bad for craig!! omg when i saw him crying i wanted to cry! i have never seen a guy cry before and that was just so sad!! somebody else was suppose to come but that sombody had "work"...or so i was told...oh well ( Read more... )