so philip demanded that i come to the movie with them tonight. i had clothes and such to put away so i didnt. however i agreed to meet them at starbucks after the movie ( Read more... )

so yes. i have been in a good mood until thursday night. and now its over.

i'm just tired.

tired of not feeling understood or welcome.

tired of not being able to control my feelings.

tired of being an introvert.

tired of saying something, not thinking its a big deal, and it being used against me

tired of drama.

tired of being alone. ( Read more... )

( Holy Grail. )

Mt 28:20...and lo, i am with you always even to the end of time

today was good. i didnt think it would be, since i spent last night burning cds and trying to figure out exactly how add i am, instead of studying for my math test, but it was good (minus the car incident). God is on my side.

i just got a new pair of jeans and the hottest undies ever i got black and hotpink. and they r boyshort kinda but they ( Read more... )

First best friend: stirling douglas ( Read more... )

i want to talk to someone.

game friday was effing incredible. tucker got dominated. i don't feel the need to elaborate cuz we goin to STATE ( Read more... )

i'm such a silly little girl. seriously. i'm so quick to fall and easily hurt. boys only have one thing on their minds. they are such losers. right now i know one boy who i think honestly cares about me but guess what he's an hour and a half away. 16,17,18 year old boys are so immature and a lot of them dont ever grow up and learn how to treat ( Read more... )

haven't really updated this week. so i'm gonna give a general overview ( Read more... )