my friend gave me an analogy.

think of a pond, in the winter the surface is covered by a thin or thick layer of ice, but underneath it there is still flowing water, and life.
so he told me, on the surface, it's over, but underneath that surface, it's just a break. crazy guy. on the surface, feelings are still and have stopped. but underneath it, ( Read more... )

for some reason...
i don't see this as the end for us,
but rather, just a new beginning.

time.. i really use to hate that word.
but now, not so much.
i guess when it's the only thing you have on your side,
it kinda grows on you.

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ps. geez it's too early to be in class right now!!

i trust in all the things i have no control over.

that if i keep being there for you,
keep caring for you,
keep smiling for you,
eventually you'll realize,
being lost isn't half as amazing as being found.

find yourself with me again baby,
i'm waiting for you.

DISGUSTING.

the point of no return. 
we crash & burn.

so not. 
yet clearly so.

wonders. magic. time. 
why? yes.
lets do this.
whatever's left.
lets make it right.

ready to climb when you are.

what did you do with your boyfriend/girlfriend for your one year anniversary?

did you guys do something romantic and cozy, or spectacular and spontaneous?

or did you guys break up, agree to try again and get back together, and start all over from the very beginning ignoring the date completely.
 

maybe surrounded by,
a million people i,
still feel all alone.
just wanna go home.
oh i miss you, you know.

i'm just too far, from where you are,
i wanna come home.

still here.

i was watching something really touching today.
i almost cried, again. i couldn't really believe it..

i hope wen you see it, it reaches somewhere inside you.

i miss you..
i wish you could see just how much.

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