Aida opens in a month from two days ago ( Read more... )

im over at jordans house, my 3rd day of house sitting in a total of i think around 18 and i miss her ( Read more... )

my life is at a weird stage. i have been single since last march and hooked up with a few girls but tahts about as far as it goes. my acting career is slowly starting to take some shape and direction. The life of an Actor is fucking hard. if i had the money to quit work and the balls to quit school i dont think it would be as hard ( Read more... )

Some people post nonsense while others post things that have deep thoughts and meanings that encompass everything, that help people see who read them but hell this page is about me so hear i go ( Read more... )

arg...1st opportunity to burst on the acting scene was thwarted by my own idiocy for the moment...NEXT hasnt aired...yet....regardless...my palms are fucking sweating like crazy im getting sick...this blows but anyway...dint get my reel together quick enuff i think my uncle isnt responding to my emails...and i havent even emailed my manager as of ( Read more... )

i actually acted today...for the first time ever...i went from a neutral state to an extreme emotion...all i have been taught was put out there and used and well you'd have to be there but regardless if i really affected the people watching me or not...i felt it...i felt alive...and im doing this for the rest of my fucking life ( Read more... )

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i messed it all up ( Read more... )

so here starts an entry of teenage angst and anger bottled up over time ( Read more... )

Hate, Im late to bad so sad ( Read more... )