all the things I keep inside myself they vanish in the air

[sweetorangutan]

So I have had this black cloud hovering in the distance. I am totally heartbroken for my brother because I know how much he wanted it and how hard he work for it then one stupid injury takes it all away from him. I am mad, frustrated, and insanely stressed about my school stuff. I am obviously scared and upset about my dad having cancer. Through

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[pandabur_86]

I know how you feel about the whole emotions thing and your dad. My dad is the same way. If anytime i would have a bad day, or just was sad, he would turn it into a joke and tell me to just get over it or "its no big deal"....I know i shouldnt blame my dad for me being a pothead and using pot to run from feelings, but i do. It just would be alot easier if our family would be open to any emotion...not just happiness.

[damonite]

If it makes you feel better I do the same thing with everything and not just negative emotions. I AM IN A GLASS CASE OF EMOTION