I've never had any regrets...
I've always followed my heart...

But now my heart wants to many things...
My mind must make the choice...

I'm too scared to make the decsion...
Too scared to regret...

If only there was away to live both lives.

I knew exactly what I was doing and what it would do to me, yet I still did it... I don't regret it, but it hurts today... I did what I felt was right... I guess I'm just scared of what is to come of it...

I thought my friends knew that if they needed me that I would always drop everything for them... That they could call me anytime of the day and I would be there to either listen to them or just be with them to keep thier mind of things ( Read more... )

Looks so great. Melissa and I spent all day painting... but my room looks really great. My shelves are in the garage drying. then I'll get them up tomorrow afterwork... Then I get to start sorting through pictures so I can get all my frames up... I have a few more projects but then I'll be done. and my room looks great.. Thanks melissa for all your ( Read more... )

There are very few people who know what is going on in my life right now... But just know that it's shitty. I don't want to talk about it, and I don't really want to tell anyone.. But this time everything is all my fault. I really hate myself right now I've really screwed myself over this time, It's almost been a week and all I've done is make ( Read more... )

I can't fix anything this time.. I'm in too deep... I've really lost all the faith I had left and I can't find faith in anything right now. I failed myself more than anyone ever has. And I can't find away to forgive myself... If you can't forgive me I'll never forgive myself. Please just don't give up on me..

So the enevitable happened. I'm acctually relieved a little. It's like I'm finally free. I can do what I want and I don't have to feel guilty about any of it. My heart is still where it was and where it belongs and where it always belongs, but I'm no longer bound by it. I think I finally have my best friend back and nothing could make me happier. I ( Read more... )

I've been praying for a mircale but right now I'm beginning to wonder if there's anything worth saving...

Is it really possible for the flame just to go out? is there any way just to light it again?

Please don't ask or comment... I was just thinking

They need to make a website or program that you type the instructions to your homework in and it will finish it for you. Cause truly some of this stuff is POINTLESS for later in life!!!!!!!!!

So valentines day was great. Nick was soo sweet, when i got there he had breakfast all ready for me, then we went and saw 50 first dates (it's a great movie)Then we went back to the apartment and got his stuff and we were off to seattle. We made our reservations at the cheesecake factory then we went to check in at the hotel. Everything worked out ( Read more... )