Between two peices of advice I have always followed...

"Love like you've never been hurt before"

and...

"Forgive but don't forget"

I'm terrified of getting hurt...
But I know I will always hate myself if I just give up...

But I'm so scared of everyones thoughts on it... So i've gone and done something that a lot of people aren't going to agree with... but it was my choice and my life... and you know what I'm happy with it... I know people aren't going to understand... and really I can't ask them too... there are alot of things they just can't see... I don't think I' ( Read more... )

today's been weird... Somethings changed, but I don't know what... Don't understand what's happening... Scared of the unknown... scared of more but I don't want any one to know what of... won't let you hold me back... don't know how to tell friends I don't agree... hiding my oppinion... Don't see how you can say your so happy... you never say the ( Read more... )

~Finally figured out what I need... It will be a change, and I'll have to make the transition, but I'll be happier in the end ( Read more... )

Why does it seem like life has come to halt? No matter what I do I'm scared that it will just make me unhappier. It's weird... I hear from friends who have never had a problem fitting in, the ones who could walk into a room and have everyones attention... and thier not able to fit in... That scares me, if they can't do it how would I expect to do ( Read more... )

Last year I went through forever thinking about this too ( Read more... )

So my day now starts out with my alram going off at 6:00 in the morning, so I can try and find a free shower with hot water. (which is hard cause the other 4 people in my house also get up then) then I'm out the door by 7:15 in hope that the line isn't too long at starbucks... Then I'm in chemistry by 8:00, Then English at 9:00, and then Pre cal at ( Read more... )

.. the only thing I have realized is...

...I had the conclusions I come to...

How much I know...

It's hard to learn how naive you've been...

My heart had been broken ( Read more... )